Wayfarer
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I already stopped posting in that thread

big fella, i added you. we can discuss this vietnamese jungle puss excursion

well I really am like that :D when I fail, i hate myself for it and push myself.. when one of my friends fails, i don't hate him/her at all but I know that they hated to fail so I push them.. I'm glad that most of my friends are guys.. I don't know how girls would react :D aaaaawww! you're so cute together :) you're look totally opposed but somehow still look perfect together :)

damn that sucks.. how did you manage to fail?

Actually, no. I skate pools.

yes i know.. the illusions of being young.. 'once when i have enough money...' <<---- wwwaait what? :D ; 'and my boyfriend is gonna be tall and not too muscly but a bit.. and he's gonna have dark-brown or black hair and he's gonna listen to the same kind of music as i do and he's gonna have a lamborghini murcielago but also a vw-bus so we can go camping.. and he's gonna be intelligent and a musician and he's gonna love sports and adrenaline as much as i do'--> yes... sure... :D. now that i'm 5 years older.. well fuck money, fuck muscles, fuck expensive cars, fuck band members (not literally :D),... doesn't care anymore.. there are so much more important things.. now the important basics for a relationship are honesty, love and respect. things change. summertime in germany.. well yea kind of. thunderstorms, crickets are clittering.. yes^^

You can be glad to have a girlfriend like that who tries to make you feel better though you hate being third.. i act totally different in situations like that.. I'm almost a bit of an asshole.. whenever anyone's complaining about being 3rd or 2nd i'm like 'well.. train harder, push yourself more to succeed, fight more in the end, be an egoist in competitions but stop the fucking complaining about being it unfair. it was a fair competition' :D i know sounds mean but.. well that's just me.. i treat others exactly how i treat myself.

never mind! :) and yes.. it really feels like that. it's the same here atm.. maybe also because I'm damn perfectionist so I think I have to be the best or one of the best in literally everything I do. Exhausting but it makes me happy :) daaaamn I'd do almost everything to dive on the great barrier reef.. as a child I used to draw it (or try to draw it) about 1000 times.. we have books about it.. damn I was in love with it. so precious and untouched.. haha the story about that girl's a perfect example for the reasons of me not taking feelings I have at a moment too seriously.. i mean who knows.. maybe there's something bigger .. maybe it is like the older one gets, the slower but also stronger are their feelings.. just a thing I think about sometimes.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ucivXRBrP_0 so beautiful and free.

Nor decent bacon to eat. I'm pretty sure I'd melt in your country during the summer months. Canada doesn't sound as nearly as interesting when it comes to bat-shit crazy people hahaha Closest thing is decapitation on a Grey Hound bus.

Are you upset because I called you a cunt? It's a term of endearment brother!