Marevix
03-10-2006, 06:34 PM
Whoah, shit. I'm sure some of you read my earlier post with the supposed first ascension (i.e. first time getting high on marijuana). Last time I got slightly stoned and didn't have many distortions. This time, I happened to get a particularly good joint and I shortly took a shower to relieve the smells of the weed. I didn't need to soap myself, and I intended not to, but shortly after getting in and adjusting the water, I began to feel not as myself. My neural sensors were dulled, like a lagging MMORPG. Then, the room began tilting because of the real THC exposure. I got out, dried off, and thought I was playing a virtual simulator, because my external thought proccesses became very uncontrollable. Now, all I can do is type what I experience, and hope that nobody in my house walks in and detects the smell emanating from my throat.
Right now, I am getting spazm feelings in my legs which seem to feel like extreme bursts of pain. I feel almost as if I am dreaming. It feels like I have been like this for 10 minutes, but the clock tels me it's only been one minute. My reflexes feel slow and unready to adapt, as if they cannot follow my brain and conscient thought.
I am starting to get slightly paranoid about one of my family members trying to make contact with me, and either realizing that I'm high through my responses or through the smell that I can sense in my throat, the bad breath. I also have thoughts of being trapped in this state for longer than I want to, and that I know I could get caught and be punished. I also realize that I can very barely feel pain if I do not focus it. The pleasure spazms also feel hot, as if I'm actually getting seizurely muscle cramps. When I focus my sight and attempt to mentally focus on something, I become more conscience. I also feel like as if my control over everything is extremely limited when I don't focus.
Right now, I am getting spazm feelings in my legs which seem to feel like extreme bursts of pain. I feel almost as if I am dreaming. It feels like I have been like this for 10 minutes, but the clock tels me it's only been one minute. My reflexes feel slow and unready to adapt, as if they cannot follow my brain and conscient thought.
I am starting to get slightly paranoid about one of my family members trying to make contact with me, and either realizing that I'm high through my responses or through the smell that I can sense in my throat, the bad breath. I also have thoughts of being trapped in this state for longer than I want to, and that I know I could get caught and be punished. I also realize that I can very barely feel pain if I do not focus it. The pleasure spazms also feel hot, as if I'm actually getting seizurely muscle cramps. When I focus my sight and attempt to mentally focus on something, I become more conscience. I also feel like as if my control over everything is extremely limited when I don't focus.